Do I have add? Tell me if you think I could have something else wrong with me, but I deff do have a deficiency?

Whether physical or mental, especially with the unmotivated laying the bed and not being able to focus and all the other symptoms you suggest; deficiency probably in minerals and vitamins. Maybe diet. Take a good vitamin and mineral supplement and ask an ociate at a health food store for what else may help, but, vitamins and minerals should do the trick and quick.